The call came Christmas morning.
"Merry Christmas...."
Shortly followed by a "Do you know who this is?"
Of course I knew who it was. I'd know that voice anywhere.
Thirty minutes later I hung up the phone and felt peaceful.
I never expected to hear your voice again, but if I had to hear it again, it couldn't have been a better time than Christmas morning - when I was already missing you so damn much. I find I still love waking up to you, even when it's just a voice. My heart only beats that way when it has something to do with you.
Acceptance is what allows me to love you, reminisce and achieve my goals all at the same time. For I no longer fill my head with unrealistic hopes. I no longer deny that I love you. I haven't for quite some time. You are and continue to be the only love of my life. Everything but that will change.
Thank you... for making my Christmas just that much sweeter. For one day you were mine again. The next day I continued my life without you...
Friday, December 26, 2008
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